Gah!

Monday, January 21, 2008

The Return of the King

Finally, the King has come back to Malate... BABY!

Been so long since the guys doon Sooth went there. Drinking, gambling and drugging teh night away. Of course, the King was teh thriteenth wheel, but this thirteenth wheel enjoyed more, I assure ya.

From Edward Griffin Cañedo Chua to Illidan Stormrage.

I've decided to change my name to Illidan Stormrage. It has a ring to it eh? Teh only problem with it is when I spawn my mortal progenies.

Sunday, January 13, 2008

Commandant: "As you were."

It's all about playing your cards right.

Since everything is temporary, people shouldn't get too emotionally attached to things else they might think of the pang of loss too much when they lose that something that they hold dear. Indeed, people can't help doing so, but I reckon that this is essential in order for them to deal with DABDA more efficiently. Efficiency = productivity; productivity = happiness... yes, productive people are happy people, not the other way around.

Everything can be explained by science.

There are a lot of things that we question in our lives, I've had more that my fill too. If you're looking for answers, well, science can explain it. Two things: either you ignore these questions you answer them. I, for one, chose the latter during my non-alexithymic days. Although, after a while, you get tired of looking for 'em, the answers, that is, and the former'd be more appealing. Yeah, not a care in the world.

The Internal Locus of Control = happy days.

If a person possessed the Internal Locus of Control, and is aware of it, I believe that he'd/she'd lead a far less miserable life. Since you believe that you control your destiny, you wouldn't be blaming the weather, your misfortune, the stars, the black cat, etc. for the things that made your day/life pretty shitty. Instead, you'd only blame yourself, for being the fuck up that you are, recognize your weakness, and do something about it.

Saturday, January 12, 2008

Kupal kasi yung T-Rex eh

If Little Foot's mom didn't die, dinnae ken if I'd turn out like this. GALLIVANTING!

On my new martini glass.

Planning to drink teh night away with Opi. =D

Friday, January 11, 2008

Only human

Succumbing to something that defies the guiding principles.

Human beings are not perfect. We were meant to make mistakes and learn from them.

To err is human, to forgive, divine.

Is the heart an integral part in deciding something big? If no, then why do we feel the heartbeats more than the headaches?

I, for one, chose to have a better brain. It's supposed to feel better, I'm supposed to be happier that way. If so, then why, pray tell, does following this fist-sized organ makes me feel exuberantly jubilant, eh? Yeah, I'm happy as hell when I use this beautiful mind, but why am I happier when I use this heart? I don't know if I'm gonna get myself in deeper shit than before, but fuck that, this feels great!

If this is the way to go then I'm gonna use all the things that I've learned from my previous experiences, including the ones imparted by Robert Greene.

Argument: Why change when change only brings about problems?

Now that's one of the stupidest things I've heard.

Rebuttal: What does not kill you makes you stronger.

There's no need to explain, use your deductive reasoning to figure out as to why my rebuttal was like that. Hint: a simple syllogism.

Although I possess the Internal Locus of Control, I can't figure out the things that brought me here. Fate maybe? Nah, this is all the small decisions adding up to something big... thinking twice.

OMFG, am I doubting myself? I've always been adamant about everything that concerns me.

Time is of the essence. Instead of wasting time wondering about what brought me here, I'm gonna plan ahead instead. Did that just rhyme? Anyway, although I can't help myself if I get emotionally attached (I'm supposed to have alexithymia after the long road outta hell,) I'm gonna save a lot more for me this time if everything turns into shit, which eventually happens.

Yes people, everything turns into shit. When you die, you get to become worm dung after a coupla months. After the earth gets sucked up by a black hole, it'll become black hole dung after a 12-hour period.

No more fuck-ups this time. The world revolves around me and my positivity.

One last cigarette before I tuck my silly ass to bed...

Thinking about:
I'm gonna download some casino games.
I'm gonna watch Weeds later.
I'll be eating a quartet of Chocnuts in a bit.
Drink some water.

Hayayayayay, the hunt begins anew.

Thursday, January 10, 2008

Iskul Bukol

Been to school only once this week. Too lazy to get up from teh bed. School bores the hell outta me, now that I've finished INDIBEH. ORGABEH doesn't challenge me as much as its prereq did. I hope Ms. Esleta was teaching ORGABEH.

Been watching Weeds for the past few days. Inspired me to bring some on my trip to bundok next week. =D I'm really not that into downers, but hell, why not give it another shot eh? Reckon I won't be addicted to it though, unlike...

Seems as if I didn't wind up my spring this week, hopefully the weekend will be more exciting than the last. The Fort mebbe?

Bought Barry's book, Peter Pan, a while ago. Planning to read it on sunday.

WILL wind up my spring fer tonight. =D

Wednesday, January 9, 2008

We used to call things like these templates... surveys, they are.

1* Do you like cheese?
Cheese is good with wine.

2* Have you ever smoked heroin?
From what I recall, heroin gets injected in the vein, not smoked.

3* Do you own a gun?
Yes. Want to see my anti-president gun?

4* Your favorite song?
Glamorous. =D

5* Do you get nervous before doctorappointments?
Nope.

6* What do you think of hotdogs?
Masarap!

7* Favorite Christmas song?
Silent Night. =p

8* What do you prefer to drink in themorning.
Water.

9* Can you do push ups?
Of course! Di ako lampa!

10* Favorite superhero?
Dun like super heroes. Gotta love Lex Luther!

11* What's your favorite piece ofjewelry?
Wala na ngayon.

12* Favorite hobby?
Blogging!

13* Secret weapon to get the oppositesex?
Secreeet! GALLIVANTING! =D

14* Do you have A.D.D.?
If I did then I shouldn't have been "diseased." =p

15* What one trait do you hate aboutyourself?
The second trait inherited.

16* Middle Name?
Cañedo.

17* Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment.
When should I start playing WOW again?
Should I buy masel a pack of Chocnut?
Ooh, I dunno what to do about this dream and you.

18* Name 3 things you bought yesterday?
Marlboro Reds, Chocnut, Jungle Juice.

19* Name 3 drinks you regularly drink?
Water, Coffee, Coke Light.

20* Current worry right now?
No worries.

21* Current hate?
Cannae hate Peter Pan. =D

22* Favorite place?
Taguig!

23* How did you bring in the New Year?
Words cannae describe teh New Year!

24* Where would you like to go?
Neverneverneverland!

25* Name three people who willcomplete this and return?
Dinnae ken. Bryan prolly, if I posted this in Friendster. =p

26* Do you own flip flops?
Yeah! ISLANDER!

27* What shirt are you wearing?
Red and yellow stripes.

28* Do you like sleeping on satinsheets?
Oooh, satin! Who doesn't eh?

29* Can you whistle?
Yep.

30* Favorite color/s?
Green.

31* Would you like to be a pirate?
Yarr!

32* What songs do you sing in theshower room?
Digital Love.

33* Favorite girl's name?
Aubrey.

34* Favorite boy's name?
EDWARD! Ano pa ba?

35* What's in your pocket right now?
Yosi, pera.

36* Last thing that made you laugh?
WANGKEY!

37* Best bed sheets as a child?
Didn't care.

39* Do you love where you live?
Yep, in the heart of the city!

40* How many computers do you have inyour house?
Wa.

41* Who is your loudest friend?
Bellamy!

42* How many dogs do you have?
None!

43* Does someone have a crush on you?
Dinnae ken.

Where the hell is question number 44?

45* What is your favorite book?
The Communist Manifesto.

46* What is your favorite candy?
Wala.

47* Favorite Sports Teams?
Dallas Mavericks!

48* What song do you want played atyour funeral?
Stayin' Alive!

49* What were you doing 12 AM lastnight?
Sleeping.

50* What is the first thing youthought of when you woke up?
Glamorous!

Dinner @ Seven then the Funk


Ate with my good friends and kababatas Jorge and Milan at their pad at Cityland. Yeah, room 2822. They dun look alike. Decided to eat there, didn't wanna eat alone. Watched to boob tube.
On ORGABEH.
Yeah, this is INDIBEH part two.

Monday, January 7, 2008

1st Trait Inherited: CHOCNUT


My mom loves Chocnut. I do too. =D

This love affair with Chocnut started two days ago when I bought a pack because I wanted to satisfy my sweet tooth's cravings with something cheap and save up my Hershey's Symphony for a more special occassion.
My new drug.
A very close friend of mine, Opi, told me to describe how Chocnut is on the palate. simply put, it's 5 seconds of heaven. Short and sweet eh? No pun intended. =p

Posivity

The world is for me, yes it spins for me. The world revolves for me, the air is for me.

Everything is for me and my positivity.

Positivity.

Thursday, January 3, 2008

Steel Bubble

This impenetrable thing I call the Steel Bubble.

Nobody can burst it. Nay, not even a scratch. Protects me from teh ootside stuff, from everything that can inflict pain. It can withstand any kind of pressure, it's heat resistant, immune to everything except...

Implosion.

It may seem invincible but everything has a bane. There's always something imperfect aboot a thing.

Two chicks wanted to drink teh night away last night. Samantha, my black fairy, and Josephine. Thought the better and spent a coupla hours at the Coffee Bean(I saw Burd there too), went hame and parlayed with friends.

Was on the verge of implosion, but, thankfully, I did something aboot it.

Dun wanna feel like that again.

I'm using this beatiful mind from hereonthen for the heart is deceitful above all things.

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

The New Year

Been a fookin long year, it's aboot time it ended! Nevertheless, I'm thankful for the things that happened in the previous year. Learned a lot, found inner, peace and happiness too. =D

Where to go from here?

Well, I'm planning to take on the HR field, this time it's fookin ORGABEH. School's VP's gonna teach it. They say that this one is pretty easy compared to the prerequisite. Gonna see a lot of familiar faces again, including my frosh classmate in CSB, Ana! Margarita, BIYATS, we meet again! =p

Going again on a diet. Reckon I lost a lot of weight during the first few weeks of the fourth quarter. Was unable to continue it due to the holiday season an aw. Haven't been able to visit the gym fer quite a while too. I'll try to find time to tekker of me body again. All these parties/nights oot/drinking/socializing has taken it's toll.


Looking for the real thing. Met this chick recently. Looks like Mari Mar (Marian Rivera). Right then and there I immediately had this thing for her. Chatted for like 2 and a half hours. The thing that I really noticed aboot her are those fookin eyes. Dinnae ken the way those damned orbs pierce this blood pumper. I think that this IS the real thing. Got a million things planned, hope it all goes well.

It's the year of the Rat too in the Chinese Horoscope, my sign. But I dun believe in those stuff anyway, due to my Internal Locus of Control.

Thanks 2007, appreciated!

Godspeed!