Think of happy thoughts... that struck me last night. For the past 21 years, I felt as I've had alexithymia. LoL, she also told me that whenever I laughed, I always pondered upon the joke. Was she telling me that I was taking everything seriously? Told me that I needed to unwind more too. Er, was I so uptight? I was always a thinking person, trying to rationalize everything. Trying to find out the truth about things. Sheesh, was I always worrying about things? Asked her if she had any long term goals. Told me she had none. Now, why can't I be like that? I don't want to plan everything and have contingency plans for them, the stress... but I can't help it.
We wanted both to become photographers. I've always wanted to be one, but I can't afford a 10 megapixel camera. It's like 30-50k.
I told her that I'd be a better person for the next "big thing" that's gonna happen. Pero matagal pa siguro yun. Gaaah, writer's block!
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