Merry Christmas!

Merry Christmas! God Bless you guys and your family too!

This part of my life I call happiness

The reign has ended.

The Second Trait Inherited: a blessing or a curse?

Kingina: "Mahirap talaga maging gwapo, puking inaaaargh!"
Uncle J(looking at Mik): "Tang inang 'to e noh? Di sanay."
Kingina: "Ha? Anong sanay? Sanay saan?"
Uncle J(donning "the face"*): "Sanay maging gwapo, gago. Tignan mo kami sanay na."

*The face is a facial expression(of course!) that my barkada(even the girls) uses whenever we are explaining anything with a passion or when we want to be comcical, in a sense. You need to soften your jaw, let it protrude slightly and droop you eyes to get that disinterested look.

Girls girls girls, they seem to be everywhere. At first I didn't really like gallivanting, flirting, or making landi to them. I succumbed. Does it run in the blood? I've got like 13 siblings, and I only know 4 of them. I can say that my dad is not a sweet talker. My driver's description of his personality: "Pinanganak yan nang may sama ng loob." Yeah, he's always pissed off, he always has this mapagmata/matapobre face, but he's lovable and responsible. Maybe that's what the girls loved him for. Am I like him too? But I think I have a different approach, not saying what it is though! =P

Kathleen, Robert and I have inherited the same "disease," but thinking about it, its not the only thing that we've inherited. Kat has been through the Second Trait Inherited phase three years ago. Robert had like a number of girls a couple of years back. And now, me... little ol' me. I told myself and my friends a couple of months back that all I inherited from my father was the "disease" and not this. It seems as if I was wrong. I don't know, but they keep on coming, and I do too(no pun intended =p). Kidding aside, what do these girls see in me anyway? Is the STI an aura that they like, unseen by men but seen by women? Is it my demeanor? Do they find me charming? Or maybe even lovable? I don't know, really.

All I know is that I am oh so gwapo. LoL! At sanay na sanay na ako. =p

So, is this a blessing or a curse? Presently, this is very enjoyable. But in the end, will it haunt me? Will I have 14 children too? Not that I don't like kids, but 14! For fuck's sake, that's a lot! It's like a basketball team! Who can say. Only time will tell.

Live life like its your last day on Earth, LoL! Who gives a flying fuck on what time might bring. Time, just bring it on BABY!

2nd Term, SY 2006-2007 INDIBEH - an analysis of myself

Personality

Major Personality Attributes:

Locus of Control: Internal
Machiavellianism: Moderate
Risk Taking: Moderate
Self-Esteem: High
Self-Monitoring: High
Type B Personality

Values

Gordon Allport:

Primary: Theoretical
Secondary: Economic
Tertiary: Political

Rokeach's Value Survey:

Terminal Value: Wisdom
Instrumental Values:
1) Loving
2) Intellectual
3) Logical
4) Broad-Minded

Abilities

Intellectual Abilities:

Verbal Comprehension
Perceptual Speed
Inductive Reasoning
Deductive Reasoning
Memory

Physical Abilities:

Dynamic Strength
Static Strength
Explosive Strength
Stamina

Made an analysis of masel during teh term. These are teh most important things that ah learned aboot masel. can tell what constitutes a person by talking to them boot random stuff. I also analyze every person I meet, the things that I learned from INDIBEH are very useful indeed. Perception, I think is teh most important, I'm not saying as to why it is due to the fact that I have a lot of plans for and aboot it. Look out world, here comes an HR student!

The Hammer, Sickle, Star

Communism is the doctrine of the conditions of the liberation of the proletariat.

Its goal is to abolish all forms of private property.

Been a believer of Communism fer like 5 years now, can justify the theory very well, IMHO, but I'm not a follower. The theory is very rational if you think about it, but the things is, Marx never fully explained as to how the transition from idea to reality will actuate. If you're gonna do a rebuttal, I suggest to not use an argumentum ad hominem else I'll use a simple syllogism in order to re-rebutt. =p

Here's a nice link of the Principles of Communism by Friedrich Engels(Frederick or Friedrich, it's all the same): http://www.marxists.org/archive/marx/works/1847/11/prin-com.htm

Just wanted to air this out after watching Wolfgang's Atomica.

It is done

So it ends...

The second term, that is. =P

I swear, if I fookin fail in fookin INDIBEH I'll shift to another course. Gave it my best shot, now I'm waiting for the axe to fall. It's gonna fall on friday, 6:30PM somewhere in Mutien, and it's gonna fookin hit hard. Me and a coupla INDIBEH takers are gonna drink afterwards, we dinnae ken yet if the brews will celebrate our passing grades or mourn a lost sem for the subject. I was asked by Ms. Esleta to sit in front during the exam, and the students who are asked to sit in front are the "not-so-delikado" students. Hoping for the best on friday. The project in INDIBEH did not fare well, that includes the paper on values.

Daft Hands - Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger

For the Christmas break, I'm planning to have practice the Daft Hands thingy. Here's the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K2cYWfq--Nw

Tried linking the video directly but I haven't figured it out yet. =P

Braniac

I bought a Rubik's cube yesterday. Stopped playing in the wee hours of the morning.

The heart is deceitful above all things, that's why I'm using my head. Didn't exactly follow that yesterday when I got caught up in the moment. I'm almost there, we're almost there. It pains me to see you like that. C'mon girl, you can do it.

When all of your wishes are granted, many of your dreams will be destroyed.

At last, I'll be able to pay almost all of my debts today. This lifestyle of mine makes me spend all the time.

Hard sex! Sex is very therapeutic. Especially HARD SEX! Give it to me baby, uh huh uh huh!

Indecision... gallivanting, partying: sex, drugs, and rock n' roll!

Dinnae ken where to go tonight. Should I go to Samantha's place in Makati? Go to Malate and hook up with this chick/friend? Go to Taguig and enjoy the night? Party, fuck, enjoy? Three choices. Three's a charm eh? So, indecision ensues.

Gambling the night away. Wish I could gamble the night away, unfortunately I don't have that much cash in my pocket right now. Should I drink at Skins instead? That's the best option after downing a few brews in Kala and paying up.

Planned to meet Samantha but I don't feel like it. Dunno why.

Perpetual bliss, subliminal? Listening to Faith Hill, This Kiss.

Women to the left of me, women to the right, LoL.

Happy Birthday Almond!

The birthday boy!

Brader!

Rayuma!
Jhaye, nice footsie!

Yam and Yam!

Happy birthday Almond! =D

Sharing the night together

You're looking kinda lonely girl, would you like someone new to talk to?

Oh yeah, awright.

Felt like unwinding after finishing up everything at school. Dun care if I fail every subject, just dun let me fail INDIBEH! So, I went to Makati last night to hook up with Sam. Shared a few drinks, talked aboot a few things, made chancing a coupla times, and we kissed. Not just once, it was more like eight? A coupla smacks too. She's a good conversationalist. Conversation is an art that is so hard to master, haven't mastered it yet too, but I'm getting there. The look in those byutipul eyes made me think of the things that we should be doing. I know you want it baby, and you know I do, so why not?

Even though the place was cold, it was getting hotter than hell! Touchy feely here, touchy feely there... Krull the Destroyer was at attention if ya know what I mean. =P

Why not:
Oh Sam, ya sweet sweet burd, I'd take ya home with me when I get the chance. Due to the commitments that we have, we cannae do anything but meet and greet there. I don't wanna be an ass and go on gallivanting around teh Metro. Laughing masel to sleep, wakin' up lonely. If we only met under different circumstances it wouldn't be like this.

We finished at aroond 3AM and we went on our ways. She had tae dae something, as well as I. Dun worry, on saturday I'll make it sweeter fer teh both of us. Sabado night!

Hitting the road

The road. It's all downhill from here. I can see the sign in the distance. Grab my hand and I swear that I'll lead you there. Nobody can stop us now, hold on tight. Here we go.

See the light? That's where we're headed. That's the place that I've been telling you about. Or do you have a different perspective of what it means? I don't wanna talk about perception, I can fully explain it but not now. It's closer than ever, I can feel it in my face. I can hear it calling me, calling us.

What's this on my face?

A smile, she answered.

Genuine, indeed.

Late Update!

Haven't been able to update teh blog fer like 4 or 5 days. Had sooo many things to do, places to go to, things to enjoy and a life to live! Malate is where it's at BABY! The lights, the girls, the casinos, (the drugs?), the friends.

On the Final Paper.

The other day, I was determined to finish these two papers for PRINMAR and INDIBEH. Didn't worry boot the Marketing Plan, but teh INDIBEH paper was, OMFG, too much fer me. But, as they say, if there's a will, there's a way. Started doing the paper at 1:30AM, finished at 9:20AM. Thank God fer technology!

Organizer. All I need now are 6 more stickers so I can get my Organizer. =D


Cityland, 28th floor.

Chilled at Milan's place while waiting for Jun driver to pick my ass up. Was too lazy to take teh train, to get a cab, to commute in a jeep. Wasn't dressed fer a commute even, waited it out instead. I'm beginning to like her dugs. I think I wanna buy one masel after teh year. Cannae put my dug in Tropi, cannae leave 'im in Marikina with that mongrel Purang...

Accidentally...

Met this person on the road. Knew her but didn't really know her. Never really looked before, but now you take my breath away. Suddenly you're in my life, part of everything I do. You've got me working day and night just trying to keep my hold on you. Well, now I know. Planned to tread the road together. Reckon I'll enjoy the company very much. Thanks, let's hit the road then.

Learning

The thing that I learned about life is that its effecogology felt like Star City.

Vivid

Dreamt last night. Was with Samantha, went to bed together and ya'know... LoL. Waiting to hook up with her mebbe this weekend. Hopefully.

Listening to Sia - Breathe Me.

Been drinking for like seven days now. Helps me get to sleep.

Thinking of posting this thing that I wrote when I almost OD'd masel;lc,/

OMFG Sam just called! She remembered, how sweet of her! Ah, the good life! She'll be at our meeting place on saturday! Should I go there instead of attending the Kala anniv? Cannae bring her there though, too complicated, the situation, that is. Too many commas. Too many things that needs my attention. Too many thoughts sinking in! Too many factors to consider! Too many responsibilities to ponder upon! TOO MANY! Whaaaaat should I dooo? Whaathehehehehehehelllllll!

Giddy giddy giddy!

Woot!

About Face

Yesterday, before going to the Human Resource Corporate Social Responsibility seminar, I signed up for Facebook. Eeech, I can't seem to figure out what to do with it. Everything looks complicated, LoL. Like this secret crush thing, also, there's these questions that Milan sent to me. WTF? I thought that it'd be more like Friendster; haven't joined online friend networking sites(or whatever you guys might refer to sites like these) since 2002. Thought aboot signing up for MySpace 'coz I wanted to be friends with Edge and Matt Hardy and Lita, didn't go through with it, apparently.

Moving on.

There's thing song that's stuck in my mind, Samson. Dinnae ken why.

Short day, long night.

Woke up at 1PM, took a bath hooked up with Gino and another friend. Ate at the resto, had some coffee, went on our separate ways. Planning to down a few brews with 'em later. New day, same shit.

Ranting aboot the CSR Seminar.

After babbling in front of less than a hunnerd people, I wasn't asked to come on stage and air my views as to how I would integrate the chosen field into businesses with the consideration of CSR. I wrote like 2 full pages of helpful concepts and they ignore me. Assholes. Sayang effort. I resent what the moderator(s) did, wee cunts.

Samson

I loved you first...

Samantha, my black fairy.

Samantha, Samantha, Samantha.

For the past few days, she's all that I've been thinking about. The way she moves, the way she glides across the room. Just like an angel. Thinking about the way she brushed her hair my way, ahhh, her scent. The way she smiles makes me giddy! Samantha. I can't find the words to express this feeling, OMG, I'm so corny! I wanna hug you more Sam, I wanna wrap my arms around you while watching a movie. Sam, I'm missing you more everyday...

Dinnae ken this thing inside of me. Lovestruck? Mebbe. Infatuated? Indeed. Horny? Hell yeah!

Kidding aside, I really don't see us working. Coming from different backgrounds and aw. Her joab, her schedule, her place. Ahh, I wish I can make things right for us Sam, but a man can only do so little. A man can only do so much. But I'll try my best Sam, everything I can. Itaga mo yan sa ishii, er, sa bato!

I can honestly tell you guys that THIS was one of the best weeks of my life... nevertheless, I've seen better days.

Appreciated.

You may have noticed(to those who are really close to me) that I've recovered. Not fully, but I'm doing great. I'd like to express my gratitude to all those who helped pick me up and get me back on my feet. To those who shoveled my face from the floor. To those who became crutches, somewhat, when I was incapacitated. To those who were there when she wasn't. To those who really cared. You guys know who you are, I don't wanna name names, I just wanna thank you all. I couldnt've done this without you guys. Get back on the road ya wee cunt!

Samantha

OMFG, there she goes again! Outta my brain temptress! Out you succubus!