Merry Christmas!

Merry Christmas! God Bless you guys and your family too!

This part of my life I call happiness

The reign has ended.

The Second Trait Inherited: a blessing or a curse?

Kingina: "Mahirap talaga maging gwapo, puking inaaaargh!"
Uncle J(looking at Mik): "Tang inang 'to e noh? Di sanay."
Kingina: "Ha? Anong sanay? Sanay saan?"
Uncle J(donning "the face"*): "Sanay maging gwapo, gago. Tignan mo kami sanay na."

*The face is a facial expression(of course!) that my barkada(even the girls) uses whenever we are explaining anything with a passion or when we want to be comcical, in a sense. You need to soften your jaw, let it protrude slightly and droop you eyes to get that disinterested look.

Girls girls girls, they seem to be everywhere. At first I didn't really like gallivanting, flirting, or making landi to them. I succumbed. Does it run in the blood? I've got like 13 siblings, and I only know 4 of them. I can say that my dad is not a sweet talker. My driver's description of his personality: "Pinanganak yan nang may sama ng loob." Yeah, he's always pissed off, he always has this mapagmata/matapobre face, but he's lovable and responsible. Maybe that's what the girls loved him for. Am I like him too? But I think I have a different approach, not saying what it is though! =P

Kathleen, Robert and I have inherited the same "disease," but thinking about it, its not the only thing that we've inherited. Kat has been through the Second Trait Inherited phase three years ago. Robert had like a number of girls a couple of years back. And now, me... little ol' me. I told myself and my friends a couple of months back that all I inherited from my father was the "disease" and not this. It seems as if I was wrong. I don't know, but they keep on coming, and I do too(no pun intended =p). Kidding aside, what do these girls see in me anyway? Is the STI an aura that they like, unseen by men but seen by women? Is it my demeanor? Do they find me charming? Or maybe even lovable? I don't know, really.

All I know is that I am oh so gwapo. LoL! At sanay na sanay na ako. =p

So, is this a blessing or a curse? Presently, this is very enjoyable. But in the end, will it haunt me? Will I have 14 children too? Not that I don't like kids, but 14! For fuck's sake, that's a lot! It's like a basketball team! Who can say. Only time will tell.

Live life like its your last day on Earth, LoL! Who gives a flying fuck on what time might bring. Time, just bring it on BABY!

2nd Term, SY 2006-2007 INDIBEH - an analysis of myself

Personality

Major Personality Attributes:

Locus of Control: Internal
Machiavellianism: Moderate
Risk Taking: Moderate
Self-Esteem: High
Self-Monitoring: High
Type B Personality

Values

Gordon Allport:

Primary: Theoretical
Secondary: Economic
Tertiary: Political

Rokeach's Value Survey:

Terminal Value: Wisdom
Instrumental Values:
1) Loving
2) Intellectual
3) Logical
4) Broad-Minded

Abilities

Intellectual Abilities:

Verbal Comprehension
Perceptual Speed
Inductive Reasoning
Deductive Reasoning
Memory

Physical Abilities:

Dynamic Strength
Static Strength
Explosive Strength
Stamina

Made an analysis of masel during teh term. These are teh most important things that ah learned aboot masel. can tell what constitutes a person by talking to them boot random stuff. I also analyze every person I meet, the things that I learned from INDIBEH are very useful indeed. Perception, I think is teh most important, I'm not saying as to why it is due to the fact that I have a lot of plans for and aboot it. Look out world, here comes an HR student!

The Hammer, Sickle, Star

Communism is the doctrine of the conditions of the liberation of the proletariat.

Its goal is to abolish all forms of private property.

Been a believer of Communism fer like 5 years now, can justify the theory very well, IMHO, but I'm not a follower. The theory is very rational if you think about it, but the things is, Marx never fully explained as to how the transition from idea to reality will actuate. If you're gonna do a rebuttal, I suggest to not use an argumentum ad hominem else I'll use a simple syllogism in order to re-rebutt. =p

Here's a nice link of the Principles of Communism by Friedrich Engels(Frederick or Friedrich, it's all the same): http://www.marxists.org/archive/marx/works/1847/11/prin-com.htm

Just wanted to air this out after watching Wolfgang's Atomica.

It is done

So it ends...

The second term, that is. =P

I swear, if I fookin fail in fookin INDIBEH I'll shift to another course. Gave it my best shot, now I'm waiting for the axe to fall. It's gonna fall on friday, 6:30PM somewhere in Mutien, and it's gonna fookin hit hard. Me and a coupla INDIBEH takers are gonna drink afterwards, we dinnae ken yet if the brews will celebrate our passing grades or mourn a lost sem for the subject. I was asked by Ms. Esleta to sit in front during the exam, and the students who are asked to sit in front are the "not-so-delikado" students. Hoping for the best on friday. The project in INDIBEH did not fare well, that includes the paper on values.

Daft Hands - Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger

For the Christmas break, I'm planning to have practice the Daft Hands thingy. Here's the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K2cYWfq--Nw

Tried linking the video directly but I haven't figured it out yet. =P

Braniac

I bought a Rubik's cube yesterday. Stopped playing in the wee hours of the morning.

The heart is deceitful above all things, that's why I'm using my head. Didn't exactly follow that yesterday when I got caught up in the moment. I'm almost there, we're almost there. It pains me to see you like that. C'mon girl, you can do it.

When all of your wishes are granted, many of your dreams will be destroyed.

At last, I'll be able to pay almost all of my debts today. This lifestyle of mine makes me spend all the time.

Hard sex! Sex is very therapeutic. Especially HARD SEX! Give it to me baby, uh huh uh huh!

Indecision... gallivanting, partying: sex, drugs, and rock n' roll!

Dinnae ken where to go tonight. Should I go to Samantha's place in Makati? Go to Malate and hook up with this chick/friend? Go to Taguig and enjoy the night? Party, fuck, enjoy? Three choices. Three's a charm eh? So, indecision ensues.

Gambling the night away. Wish I could gamble the night away, unfortunately I don't have that much cash in my pocket right now. Should I drink at Skins instead? That's the best option after downing a few brews in Kala and paying up.

Planned to meet Samantha but I don't feel like it. Dunno why.

Perpetual bliss, subliminal? Listening to Faith Hill, This Kiss.

Women to the left of me, women to the right, LoL.

Happy Birthday Almond!

The birthday boy!

Brader!

Rayuma!
Jhaye, nice footsie!

Yam and Yam!

Happy birthday Almond! =D

Sharing the night together

You're looking kinda lonely girl, would you like someone new to talk to?

Oh yeah, awright.

Felt like unwinding after finishing up everything at school. Dun care if I fail every subject, just dun let me fail INDIBEH! So, I went to Makati last night to hook up with Sam. Shared a few drinks, talked aboot a few things, made chancing a coupla times, and we kissed. Not just once, it was more like eight? A coupla smacks too. She's a good conversationalist. Conversation is an art that is so hard to master, haven't mastered it yet too, but I'm getting there. The look in those byutipul eyes made me think of the things that we should be doing. I know you want it baby, and you know I do, so why not?

Even though the place was cold, it was getting hotter than hell! Touchy feely here, touchy feely there... Krull the Destroyer was at attention if ya know what I mean. =P

Why not:
Oh Sam, ya sweet sweet burd, I'd take ya home with me when I get the chance. Due to the commitments that we have, we cannae do anything but meet and greet there. I don't wanna be an ass and go on gallivanting around teh Metro. Laughing masel to sleep, wakin' up lonely. If we only met under different circumstances it wouldn't be like this.

We finished at aroond 3AM and we went on our ways. She had tae dae something, as well as I. Dun worry, on saturday I'll make it sweeter fer teh both of us. Sabado night!

Hitting the road

The road. It's all downhill from here. I can see the sign in the distance. Grab my hand and I swear that I'll lead you there. Nobody can stop us now, hold on tight. Here we go.

See the light? That's where we're headed. That's the place that I've been telling you about. Or do you have a different perspective of what it means? I don't wanna talk about perception, I can fully explain it but not now. It's closer than ever, I can feel it in my face. I can hear it calling me, calling us.

What's this on my face?

A smile, she answered.

Genuine, indeed.

Late Update!

Haven't been able to update teh blog fer like 4 or 5 days. Had sooo many things to do, places to go to, things to enjoy and a life to live! Malate is where it's at BABY! The lights, the girls, the casinos, (the drugs?), the friends.

On the Final Paper.

The other day, I was determined to finish these two papers for PRINMAR and INDIBEH. Didn't worry boot the Marketing Plan, but teh INDIBEH paper was, OMFG, too much fer me. But, as they say, if there's a will, there's a way. Started doing the paper at 1:30AM, finished at 9:20AM. Thank God fer technology!

Organizer. All I need now are 6 more stickers so I can get my Organizer. =D


Cityland, 28th floor.

Chilled at Milan's place while waiting for Jun driver to pick my ass up. Was too lazy to take teh train, to get a cab, to commute in a jeep. Wasn't dressed fer a commute even, waited it out instead. I'm beginning to like her dugs. I think I wanna buy one masel after teh year. Cannae put my dug in Tropi, cannae leave 'im in Marikina with that mongrel Purang...

Accidentally...

Met this person on the road. Knew her but didn't really know her. Never really looked before, but now you take my breath away. Suddenly you're in my life, part of everything I do. You've got me working day and night just trying to keep my hold on you. Well, now I know. Planned to tread the road together. Reckon I'll enjoy the company very much. Thanks, let's hit the road then.

Learning

The thing that I learned about life is that its effecogology felt like Star City.

Vivid

Dreamt last night. Was with Samantha, went to bed together and ya'know... LoL. Waiting to hook up with her mebbe this weekend. Hopefully.

Listening to Sia - Breathe Me.

Been drinking for like seven days now. Helps me get to sleep.

Thinking of posting this thing that I wrote when I almost OD'd masel;lc,/

OMFG Sam just called! She remembered, how sweet of her! Ah, the good life! She'll be at our meeting place on saturday! Should I go there instead of attending the Kala anniv? Cannae bring her there though, too complicated, the situation, that is. Too many commas. Too many things that needs my attention. Too many thoughts sinking in! Too many factors to consider! Too many responsibilities to ponder upon! TOO MANY! Whaaaaat should I dooo? Whaathehehehehehehelllllll!

Giddy giddy giddy!

Woot!

About Face

Yesterday, before going to the Human Resource Corporate Social Responsibility seminar, I signed up for Facebook. Eeech, I can't seem to figure out what to do with it. Everything looks complicated, LoL. Like this secret crush thing, also, there's these questions that Milan sent to me. WTF? I thought that it'd be more like Friendster; haven't joined online friend networking sites(or whatever you guys might refer to sites like these) since 2002. Thought aboot signing up for MySpace 'coz I wanted to be friends with Edge and Matt Hardy and Lita, didn't go through with it, apparently.

Moving on.

There's thing song that's stuck in my mind, Samson. Dinnae ken why.

Short day, long night.

Woke up at 1PM, took a bath hooked up with Gino and another friend. Ate at the resto, had some coffee, went on our separate ways. Planning to down a few brews with 'em later. New day, same shit.

Ranting aboot the CSR Seminar.

After babbling in front of less than a hunnerd people, I wasn't asked to come on stage and air my views as to how I would integrate the chosen field into businesses with the consideration of CSR. I wrote like 2 full pages of helpful concepts and they ignore me. Assholes. Sayang effort. I resent what the moderator(s) did, wee cunts.

Samson

I loved you first...

Samantha, my black fairy.

Samantha, Samantha, Samantha.

For the past few days, she's all that I've been thinking about. The way she moves, the way she glides across the room. Just like an angel. Thinking about the way she brushed her hair my way, ahhh, her scent. The way she smiles makes me giddy! Samantha. I can't find the words to express this feeling, OMG, I'm so corny! I wanna hug you more Sam, I wanna wrap my arms around you while watching a movie. Sam, I'm missing you more everyday...

Dinnae ken this thing inside of me. Lovestruck? Mebbe. Infatuated? Indeed. Horny? Hell yeah!

Kidding aside, I really don't see us working. Coming from different backgrounds and aw. Her joab, her schedule, her place. Ahh, I wish I can make things right for us Sam, but a man can only do so little. A man can only do so much. But I'll try my best Sam, everything I can. Itaga mo yan sa ishii, er, sa bato!

I can honestly tell you guys that THIS was one of the best weeks of my life... nevertheless, I've seen better days.

Appreciated.

You may have noticed(to those who are really close to me) that I've recovered. Not fully, but I'm doing great. I'd like to express my gratitude to all those who helped pick me up and get me back on my feet. To those who shoveled my face from the floor. To those who became crutches, somewhat, when I was incapacitated. To those who were there when she wasn't. To those who really cared. You guys know who you are, I don't wanna name names, I just wanna thank you all. I couldnt've done this without you guys. Get back on the road ya wee cunt!

Samantha

OMFG, there she goes again! Outta my brain temptress! Out you succubus!

Someday I'll fly in Neverland!

Curfew! Damn this curfew! I had a million things planned for this day. Damn you Trillanes for staging another stupid "coup." Next time, you asshole, read the 48 Laws of Power and plan all the way to the end!

Nevertheless, I never run out of things to do. Somehow I'm still thankful that I still keep contingency plans if ever a couple of my devised plans fail. Drinking 'til dawn has never been a problem with me, so that's what I'm gonna do tonight! Leaving at 11PM, and no damn cop is gonna stop me!

Second to the right, and straight 'til morning!

Neverland, a dream. Indeed it is. I've been dreaming of living there since I was a kid. My favorite movie is Hook, even! But I doubt if I'll ever be able to fly in Neverland, even with the help of Tink's pixie dust. Though I'll try my best to, like what Robin Williams did.

Happy thoughts!

Happy thoughts?

Think of happy thoughts... that struck me last night. For the past 21 years, I felt as I've had alexithymia. LoL, she also told me that whenever I laughed, I always pondered upon the joke. Was she telling me that I was taking everything seriously? Told me that I needed to unwind more too. Er, was I so uptight? I was always a thinking person, trying to rationalize everything. Trying to find out the truth about things. Sheesh, was I always worrying about things? Asked her if she had any long term goals. Told me she had none. Now, why can't I be like that? I don't want to plan everything and have contingency plans for them, the stress... but I can't help it.

We wanted both to become photographers. I've always wanted to be one, but I can't afford a 10 megapixel camera. It's like 30-50k.

I told her that I'd be a better person for the next "big thing" that's gonna happen. Pero matagal pa siguro yun. Gaaah, writer's block!

Crashing at the 28th Floor

Every week I crash at someone else's place. Last week I crashed at Jac's place and at Alex's office. Last night, I crashed at Milan's pad in Cityland! Treated her to dinner, had a few beers then went to her unit and drank some more. Talked about our exes, life(again), and lots of stuff. Finished at 4:00. Was too drunk to drive home so I slept there instead with her dugs.

Haven't updated the blog 'coz I don't feel like typing for the past few days. Dinnae ken what to say or share.

Heeeh, writer's block. Puta! Wala akong maisulat!

I don't wind up my spring on sundays

As you can see here, the Tagaytay sun wasn't helping in winding up my spring, and it's a sunday pa! I don't wind up my spring on sundays anymore. Damn sun, ruining my much needed forty winks. I hate it too when people take my picture while I'm unable to pose properly! Pretty much enjoyed the night(very much indeed!) but the drive back home, ugh, was horrible.

I don't enjoy sundays anymore. A lot of my friends always seem to be missing on that particular day. I prefer to sleep through it with the help of a couple of Vs(wish I had some on me yesterday)

This is a very crappy blog update IMO. Anyway, gotta go back to school. Catch you guys later!

Mahirap talaga magmahal ng syota ng iba

I don't know why the hell... What the F?! Dinnae ken I'm so attracted to women who are already in a relationship. Mebbe because of the challenge? Mebbe because of the fact that I'm more "manlier" than their BFs?(HELL YEAH!) Mebbe because it's easier?(adage: mas madaling makahuli ng manok pag nakatali) I really don't know. yeah, it's very unethical but the fact that I don't pursue them proves that I do not utilize Machiavellian ways. I am a low Mach person, based on the Personality Attribute Assessment of myself, and I have case facts to prove it! LoL, again, why do I relate everything to INDIBEH?!

INDIBEH INDIBEH INDIBEH!

The course, I makes me feel as if I am Maiev. It's the hunt that motivates me, the hunt for the Betrayer, Illidan. She was so determined in getting Illidan. That dedication, that determination, her resolve... she was so adamant. In the end, after getting Illidan, she felt nothing. Not even the sense of accomplishment. Her drive was the hunt. She was consumed by it. I hope that I won't get consumed by this course too though. Exag naman...

So the ants became dinosaurs eh?

When people makes stories up, they kinda exaggerate on facts. Do they do it to make it more interesting? When I tell things about shit and aw, I don't exaggerate. I use words that are more suitable for the story. I like telling stories about other people and their lives. I sometimes tell them jovially humorous or as it is. Is telling something differently from what actually happened a lie? Mebbe. Is bending the truth a lie? A white lie perhaps. What is the truth then? The way we perceive things isn't the truth, it's just an assumption of what really happened. Should we not draw to conclusions then? I believe so; I think we should know all the factors involved in what really happened and then conclude, but we can't really determine and assess everything, we won't really be able to find out the truth about things.

I don't know, I'm just typing and not thinking.

HAH! Blabbering blabbering blah blah. Blogger blogger blah blah.

But I don't know what to do with the tossed salad and scrambled eggs. Scrambled eggs all over my face, what is a boy to do? Good night Seattle, we love you!

Disney, Zenki, the Transformers among other things.

Instead of talking about and reviewing our notes for the upcoming graded recitation in INDIBEH(ano pa ba?), Baban, Pepe, Sheila, Carlo and I talked about The Little Mermaid, Aladdin, Zenki, Shaider, GI Joe, the Transformers and the various shows and movies that we've watched when we were still kids. We even sang aloud, in Starbucks, "A Whole New World," as for me, I soloed "A Part of Your World." Hell, nobody'd care, we OWN Starbucks, LoL. I, for one, enjoyed singing and talking about these things. Although we consider ourselves as adults, you still can't take away the fact that we are still in that stage wherein our maturity meets the child inside. A little glimpse of what we used to be.



This makes me miss my childhood more. I'll be eating supper in a bit, so I hafta go. Catch you later!

KALASAG NI BADJULA!

The Study Group!

The other "members" of the group weren't included in the pic.

Relaxxx

Was sooo bored after eating lunch. There was nothing to do, really. So I decided to get some things done with the SSG. We didn't hang out at Starbucks though, just crashed at Joe's place at Burgundy Tower instead. After discussing some INDIBEH stuff, we decided to destress ourselves with the help of Red Horse and some lambanog! LoL, had fun talking about shit and stuff, watching some 3GP porn, and sharing little insights on life. I'd love to get drunk with these guys. Inquired if they would mind drinking later, but given our schedule and the distance of their houses from the school they decided not to. Was up for a few beers after class though. I even told them that after this term, I'm gonna treat the group at the resto and then, hopefully, drink the night away to celebrate the end of INDIBEH, we fucking hope that it'll end this term. We need those prayers so keep 'em coming!

The HR Students OWN the Study Area. Indeed. Everyday you'll be able to find a fookin lot of HR students in M403-m405, they should rename it to the HR Den instead. Talked to a coupla batchmates about making shirts for HR students who passed INDIBEH. Here's the design: on the front it'll show how many times you've taken the subject, and your grade'll be on the back. And Bello, a classmate of mine when I was still studying in OBMC-GH, enjoyed talking to him! Didn't know that I possessed very "assholic" values before, LoL! Even reminded me of the times when Oyo Boy and I would almost beat the hell outta each other.

Oyo Boy: Tite mo may kuko!
Kingina: Tite mo may malaking nunal!
Oyo Boy: Tang ina ka sapakan tayo!
Kingina: Tang ina ka pagtapos netong klase!

Ahhh, this subject will either make us or break us, really.

Relaxxx. Just go with the flow. Don't fight it, revel in it.

This is Kingina signing off, 'til next time. Gooooood morning Vietnam!

Pretty much routine

A normal day, a simple day. Who wouldn't want that eh? Got home at around 11:30AM from Jac's place. Damn, now that's what I call a crib! Too fookin big for three people. Got a movie date with Khai(Jac's spouse) this week, we're gonna watch One More Chance... Hell yeah! imma watch that! Spent like 5 hours with the Starbucks Study Group, an hour at class and half an hour interviewing Hao(the Vietnamese chick).

Now I'm trying to figure out if I should type the case study for INDIBEH that's due tomorrow or play WOW. After that I don't know if I should go to the gym or just sleep. Pretty much routine, indeed.

Again, who wouldn't want that? The guys at Starbucks talked about little facts in our lives, shared a coupla thoughts and talked about a simple life compared to a complicated life. We all came to a common ground: "Simpleng buhay, simpleng problema." Amen to that.

I'd give anything to live a day like this again. Everything complicated seems so much simpler.

The King of Pain

Quitting is not that hard to do. I've quit a number of times. I've quit school before. I've quit going out on late night parties. I've quit gallivanting.(LoL) Also, I've quit taking drugs before. Currently, I've been taking the shit again, but after a coupla chats with old friends and doing some thinking about it, I've decided to quit.

I have stood here before in this pouring rain, with the world turning circles running 'round my brain. I guess I'm always hoping that you'll end this reign, but it's my destiny to be the King of Pain.

Thinking Aloud

Being the third wheel isn't so bad. Actually, I've missed being the third wheel. I've been the third wheel a lot of times when Gino, Belai and I would go out. Ah, I remember those early high school days when we used to party all night. Wish I was in High School again. But, then again, High School never ends.

I miss our house in South Bay, the late night drinking sessions, the drugs, the music, the laughter, my swing, my porn, my comforters, my DVDs, everything! Not only have I missed SB, I've missed a lot of things. Gosh. I'm thinking of moving to Marikina once I get a laptop and a net connection. I'll stay with my uncles and cousin at our family house there. Mainit nga lang pag umaga sa room ko. I'll get a dug, not a dog, a dug too.

The Vietnamese Chick

I've had my eyes on this Vietnamese chick for quite sometime now. She has this great body, almost my height, great personality. I think we'll get along very well. Maybe I'll ask her out on monday just to get some bite to eat, hopefully she'll come. She lives with her uncle in Vito Cruz.(Goodie! Malapit!)

Lipat Bahay

On sunday, the Malate gang and I will go visit Jac and Khai and baby Kei 'cuz they're gonna move from their house near Benilde to Tondo. There's gonna be a lot of drinks, a lot of food, and a lot of friends! Pray that I won't do another Schumacher on the way home, I've got four of my buddies in the car and a lot of emotional baggage in the head.

Chicken Breast and Veggies

That's all I eat everyday. I eat the chicken on lunch, eat the salad at dinner. Wish I had some wine to go with it, or some sherry perhaps. I miss drinking wine, sigh. Haven't had a decent glass for years now. I actually can become a someliel someday. "Ah, the bouquet complements the stench of your double limburger quarter pounder very well, sir."

Another day, just believe. Another day, just breathe.

The guys at the Student Publications Office told me to submit three(3) articles on sports. I browsed http://www.kingina.blogspot.com(my old blog) for my VERY opinionated writeups about the World Cup last year. Dinnae ken if that'll do, but it's they're sports articles, right? That's how I write and that's how I intend to write for the paper.

Starbucks Study Group

We own Starbucks! LoL! I enjoy sitting there, savoring my Toffee Nut Frap for hours on end while discussing INDIBEH, doing small talks about life and watching those oh so beautiful people pass by. A good way to spend the day, in my opinion. Educational and entertaining at the same time. And the new Starbucks Planner too! I'll get my hands on you this December!

The Duanas

I wanted to drop by Cityland and visit the Duanas in their apartment before going home. It's been so long, just wanted to keep in touch. Unfortunately, I didn't have the time to visit them. ... Whenever I visit their store in UM, Borlo's not there. As for Milan, she doesn't frequent the shop anymore, I think. Also, I heard Apple, my grade school classmate, drinks at this bar in front of Borlo's shop. I heard her significant other owns the place. But I think I like the bar beside 'em better, plays Manson and aw.

Journalist

A writer does not write in order to live, a writer lives in order to write.

I applied for the school paper a while ago... not as an writer who writes opinions in the editorial page, but as a sports writer! LoL! It's the only spot open eh! Ever since I was a frosh I wanted to write, now, if they find my article(s) amusing mebbe they'll accept me in the school papaer. Astig! I'll get to meet these hot chicks in the swimming team, criticize the basketball team dahil sobrang bano(they always end up last in the NCAA), I can sit at the front row wherenver there's a UAAP game... OMG, imagine the perks! I'll get recognized too!

INDIBEH Exam - Values, Attitudes, Behavior

I think I really did well on the exam, I can't afford to take this again next term. A friend of mine took INDIBEH for like 7 times. I won't be able to stand all the case studies, reports, papers and whatnot that Ms. Esleta gives us. I don't even have time for my other subjects because of this subject. Pero, after this, it's all downhill.

The Study Group

I think I'll be able to get my new Starbucks planner before mid December. Yay! The INDIBEH study group always meets at Starbucks at Torre Lorenzo. Dun wanna spend all of my money on coffee though. But the Toffee Nut Frap tastes heavenly! The Peppermint Mocha is exquisite! But what I miss the most is the Kid's Hot Chocolate, tamang tama ang tamis, tamang tama ang timpla, tamang tama ang init... Pambata nga talaga! Well, what can I say, I'm a kid at heart.

The Gym

I haven't worked out for like a week now. Too lazy to run the treadmill, too lazy to burn fat. Haaay, i'll just get back on my diet. I don't eat rice anymore, but I did eat some last night 'cuz I didn't eat for like one and a half days.

Ciao!

King's Choice

It's not a habit, it's cool. I feel alive.

For the past three fucking years, I haven't felt this. A comeback? Perhaps. Robin's back too. The bad thing about this are the sleepless nights, the feeling after a coupla hours and mental stability. Money constraints? None. I'll spend my fucking money the way I want to.

Argumentum ad hominem.

Can you discern the difference between what's good and evil? If you can give a suffering person a somewhat temporary moment of relief from everything, a moment of heaven away from hell, is that bad? No. Want a rebuttal? An argumentum ad hominem would suffice.

Leave me alone, but don't leave me alone with my gun else I'd shoot all of you.

Am I going insane? Hell no, I'm just doing my thing to relieve stress. Weird as it may seem, try to put yourself in my place. You'll know what I mean.

Tired of the search for answers.

Instead of using my deductive and inductive reasoning, I've decided to leave everything unanswered. I remember this exam I had, there was this very difficult question wherein you have to explain and apply the different theories on behaviour. What was my answer, you might ask. "I don't know."

Then I left.

You can always ignore everything, it's your choice anyway. Well, this is MY choice. I don't give a fuck about what people think. Their opinions mean nothing to me. Think what you will, I'm better than you(Robin).

This is the new shit, stand up and admit!

Change is the only constant thing in this world. -Karl Marx

Hell yeah! People change, they may progress or regress. As for me, I seem to have progressed. I seem to have evolved into something harder, better, faster, stronger... Daft Punk eh? How much have you changed? Yeah, you're on your way down. Trust me.

Endure, and in enduring grow strong.

I do not pity people who live seemingly charming lives wherein they consider that everything's all right, happy go lucky people. Reality check! The truth will hit you hard, my friends. Life can fuck you up when you least expect it. Oh you better be prepared. Been there, done that. It was a messy experience indeed.

Now, I revel in my state of alexythymia.(LoL, how can one revel with alexithymia?)

Anyway, as you can see, this is my new blog. As my life takes a new and unknown direction, I want to take everything down in writing(for me to review after this chapter draws to an end, mebbe 3 or 4 years? Dinnae ken.)

FREEDOM!

My life's like an unfinished book. I would've loved a tragic ending in the 5th chapter, but my mind convinced my heart. No, actually it consumed it. A piece of my mind: when deciding on life changing decisions, use only your brain, don't let your emotions get in the way, dumbass.

There's like 6 Chapters in my life, and they are:

1 - My childhood days
2 - Gradeschooler!
3 - High School never ends
4 - Culture Shock: University life as a frosh
5 - Bee
6- (I haven't decided on what to call it yet, something drug related mebbe?)

Who knows what to expect in this new chapter? A lot of sex, drugs and rock and roll!(well, I'd rather listen to Maksim than Manson now)

I love people who are always on time.

Anyway, catch you later! Gotta do someone, er, something rather.